I am not exactly sure how to put this in words, but I'm tired of all this going on. Recently I've talked with a few friends about my past demons and a lot has come out inside. I decided to actually talk to someone and seek help, which in the end hoped it would take a huge weight off my shoulders. And, honestly I believe it has for every time I think about it, it's not as big as it would have been otherwise. But somehow people seem to continue putting themselves first and taking their problems out on myself. It's not me you're angry with, it's you. And quite frankly I don't give a damn what's got you so fucked up if you're not willing to chill out and look at the big picture.

I've got problems too, sure maybe it's not as big as your's, but to me it may seem otherwise. I'm a person like yourself, I've got feelings, I've got needs. But you always need the focus to be on you. For once, could you think about other people? It's really all I ask.. you don't need to diss me because you're uncomfortable about your life or what you've done. Everyone is dealing with shit, but you don't need to put them down to make yourself feel all high and mighty. You're no better than anyone else in this world if that's how you really feel.

I'm not here to tell you what to do, or to make your decisions for you. I'm here to help you in what you need, but if you're going to turn your back on me then so be it. I'm sick of all of these people that feel they're more important. Whether you can act, sing, write, I don't give a shit. What I do care about is who you are. And if you can't say the same damn thing about me then you don't know me, and you're not someone I want to continue to know.

Just let it go.

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